Am I?

Instead of expecting for birthday presents and surprises, I felt totally plain on my birthday. While other people get excited to have their 21st as they had their 17th, I get scared of facing my future. The same old fears come back, and the same old questions reappear in my mind. It's all about how good I can change myself to be a better person, how long my best people will stay to accompany me through life and how big my dreams will become true.     

However, I've still had my wish list.

• My parents, family, boyfriend and best friends (still and) will always stay to "accompany" me through this year 
• Get a master degree scholarship in the major, university and country that would suit me best (actually, I already have one name for each, but everything always depends on God)
• Create more, give more 
• Live a pleasant and healthy life
• Travel more places in Indonesia

Last but not least, Alhamdulillah. I have received so many blessings during my early twenties.
Bismillah for the new days.