July 25, 2012

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you say you'd rather love than fight

Taylor Swift - The Story of Us

July 23, 2012


Wohooo! After a long-awaited plan for garage sale, I'm finally going to have the one with my friends in the next two weeks! Prepare yourself, ladies and errr, gentlemen (looking something for your ladies, maybe? hehe). Sadly, it will only be held in Bandung, at Shery's house (my friend who's initiating the event). But don't worry because it will be held for two days! Yeiiyy. So pleaseee, come, bring your friends, family, girl/boyfriend, people you love and people who love shopping. Don't forget to bring a lot of cash too! Heheee. OH. I'm gonna post some teaser photos about the best things that I'll sell at the garage sale. Please wait until the end of the week. See yaa!

Photo taken and edited by me

July 22, 2012


Outerwear : Antibeauty. Top : ITC Kuningan. Long Skirt : New Look. 
Belt, Bag & Wedges : Zara. 

July 20, 2012

At some point, you just pull of the Band-Aid and it hurts, but then it's over and you're relieved.
John Green

July 16, 2012


Having in my mind memories of my good old days is one of the times when I actually feel good about my past. It's surely a simple way to bring pleasant feelings. However, since it reminded me how many things have been forgotten, it turns out to be hard for me as well. What makes me more miserable is, many of them seem inessential while in fact they can bring a great amount of happiness to me.  

Here are the top 14 things I'm missing right now :
  1. Childhood
  2. Having a girls-day-out with my mom, Unicha and Gladis
  3. Old days, when distance and bustle are not distracting me and Ican 
  4. Using Rhapsy, 120 mm film, and being surprised by the unpredictable photos
  5. Running on the Saraga (Sasana Olahraga Ganesha) track 
  6. Babysitting Azka
  7. Doing silly things with pals
  8. Living in Bandung
  9. Having creative ideas (yeah, I'm fresh out of ideas lately)
  10. Editing video
  11. Exploring the city
  12. Photo session with Kocik
  13. Making DIY stuff
  14. Sleepover with my girlfriends

July 12, 2012

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are God of stories, but please tell me
What there is to complain about?

One Republic - Good Life

July 01, 2012

Talk About Changes

A couple of weeks ago, I watched a movie in which there was a conversation between old men. He said, "People don't change. We just grow old and we adapt to learn how to enjoy simple pleasures in life".  I get stuck on the words and wondering if it's true that we change only because we want to enjoy the little things in life. The image of how many changes have happened and how much I've changed, popped into my mind. You know that under no circumstances whatsoever is it okay to look back on your life and see how it's been going so far. Sometimes we focus too much on what we want to accomplish now as well as prepare for the future until we forget to learn from the past. 

How I used to believe in happily ever after and today I only see it exists on a fairy tale, how I once muttered that I never want to work in academic fields and now I'm on my way to be a part of it, how I never believe in a second chance and today I see it can bring a big change, how I can use my logic instead of ego, and how I believed certain things would last a long time and now I can accept the fact that everyone and everything will eventually change.

Then I figured it out that changes wouldn't happen only because we simply want to enjoy our lives. People change because they don't wanna fall in the same hole. People change because they found that there are great lessons behind every journey. People change because they want to hold on to what they believe. And sometimes good things don't come from the simple things. They also come from the complicated ones. Don't be afraid of change. It means that we've learnt something from life and it means that we don't only grow old, but also grown up.